“Among the trillion mysteries of the cosmos, the most phenomenal is light.”
Do you believe in miracles? Do you believe in Divine white light? Do you believe there is a life force existing within and around us at all times that is beyond the understanding of our naked eye? I have a real life account of an apparition that I experienced with the sacred feminine. In preparing to write this blog in light of the Divine Mother I couldn’t help be drawn to share a miracle I experienced with Her many years ago that I have already written about and I’m still in awe of to this day. I feel the need to tell my story repeatedly to share that miracles are real and love is all around. We just need to open our hearts, minds, and listen.
Let me first start by saying, the Divine Mother is omnipresent. She is the incarnation of love that takes countless shapes and forms. Not bound by religion or dogma, the divine mother is the infinite light and love that lives inside and surrounds all of us in all spaces, places and things at all time. She IS the sacred source of unconditional love and light.
In Yogananda’s book, Autobiography of a Yogi, he states, “God’s command brought into being the structural essential: light. On the beams of this immaterial medium occur all divine manifestations. Devotees of every age testify to the appearance of God as flame and light.”
Here is my miracle with our Sacred Mother:
She appeared to me when I was twelve. It was a Saturday, I had fallen asleep and was awakened by the brightest white light you could ever imagine! It was the light that you hear about in scared texts. A light so bright I felt like I should be blinded. The Divine Mother herself had awakened me! Time stopped, space no longer existed. She was gazing at me with the sweetest radiant love you could ever imagine! She took me with her for a moment, I don’t remember where.
Just for a moment, think of your own mother’s love times a billion and then some! The frequency of love was so high she was in me, outside of me, taking up my entire room. She was hugging all around me. As she gazed at me with the most ultimate beaming motherly grace, I could see every detail of her. I feel that she took this shape so that my human mind would be able to make sense of her forever-moving force. The crevices and folds of her were so clear, perfect, radiant, loving and peaceful, so peaceful.
She was with me for a long period of time. Though she never said a physical word, she spoke loudly through energy. She just oozed love through every pore and make up of my body and washed my soul. As I write, recollecting on this, I feel overwhelmed with the beauty I saw. Her beauty and love is so calm and intense; Ya’ll, it brings me to tears!
I was permanently changed by this event. Being in the presence of her divine love truly affected me on a cellular level. There is never a day that I don’t think about this miracle happening in my life. I am still in utter awe of it. I have never experienced anything that has come slightly close to this miracle. I have so much love for the divine mother in every way and am forever devoted. I feel she is with me at all times. I know that she is all love and loves us more than we could ever truly know! And that is the ultimate message and why I feel the need to share this miraculous apparition. Her message was, she Loves us so much and don’t forget it! Connect to her, dance with her, talk to her, love on her behalf, reach out for her. She is Here.
“I am your moon and your moonlight too. I am your flower garden and your water too. I have come all this way, eager for you, without shoes or shawl. I want you to laugh, to kill your worries, to love you, to nourish you.”
Genevieve is committed to serving and helping others come into their wholeness. She is a compassionate teacher that invites all her students to live their truth and celebrate who they are as they are. She is a passionate Reiki Master/Teacher. Genevieve teaches Restorative Yoga with Reiki at Laughing Lotus on Friday from 6:45-8:00pm and Sunday from 6:15-7:30. Her website is http://www.InLightandSoul.com
It has been said that we came from the waters. As the story goes, all life was once a seed planted in the womb of Earth’s oceans. I feel this to be true in my bones when I’m close to the ocean shoreline. Maybe it’s just in my Mediterranean blood line, or perhaps it is simply the recognition of my body to its mother. It feels deeper than instinct.
I grew up without much of a conscious relationship with the Earth. We didn’t have a garden at home. My parents did their best to cook for my three sisters and I when they could, but we often ate fast food for dinner with how busy we all were. I didn’t learn how to speak to the Earth through song or dance. I never learned the ways of plants, and I didn’t camp (except once in my own back yard). It wasn’t until I moved to California that I began to develop a spiritual relationship with the Earth, mostly the ocean. As a child I was blessed to visit family along the Mediterranean Sea quite a few times, but never did I truly understand my roots until moving to California.
The ocean calls to me.
There have been days where the only thing in the world that could sooth my “mid-twenty weariness” would be to literally run into the cold Pacific Ocean waves. The deafening sound of the wind, and the soft but strong force of the ocean currents could rock me back and forth until my worries had simply been washed away. The salty-sandy texture left in my hair and on my sun drenched skin only added to the sweetness of release. I know the ocean as my mother, our mother. She has shown me compassion through the space she creates for healing, power in the sheer force of her body, and she blows my mind away with her vastness. Every time I go to her I am renewed; she gives me space to be, and I love her like I love my own birth mother…with an intensity i do not fully understand.
I sometimes wish I had gills so I could live within the ocean world and be close to Her in that way. As a child I have memories of submerging myself underwater in my grandma’s pool. I loved looking up at the surface from below. It seems I have always been a deep diver… someone who finds joy in going deep within myself and with others. I just feel comforted by the direction – IN.
This is a story is of recognition. We all feel the energy of the Mother in our own unique ways. With me, it’s through the waters. And now, every time I approach the ocean, I do so with reverence and gratitude. I honor the connection we have. The bond is sacred, and I hold it with deep love and responsibility. I feel it as my duty to do my best to return the love that she so selflessly gives to all of her children, to protect her as I would defend my own mother, and to honor her with every breath, every meal, every sip of water, every bath I take in her healing waters.
Mama Earth, I thank you for all that you do to sustain my life and the lives of us all. I love you.
<3 Alex Crow
“Knowing that you love the earth changes you, activates you to defend and protect and celebrate. But when you feel that the earth loves you in return, that feeling transforms the relationship from a one-way street into a sacred bond…I wonder if much that ails our society stems from the fact that we have allowed ourselves to be cut off from that love of, and from, the land. It is medicine for broken land and empty hearts.”
~Robin Wall Kimmerer
Alex Crow teaches regularly at Laughing Lotus Yoga Center in San Francisco. She is also a Reiki Master and a co-founder of vîv, an all female Bay Area dance collective.